Patience is something that no one has anymore. Even me. You can't come back into someone's life after royally fucking them over and expect that after 3 weeks of "trying" that everything is going to be a walk in the park. There are some hurts that maybe just can't be undone. With that comes the responsibility of being patient with the person that you destroyed as they try to allow you to be in their life again. Throwing your hands up and saying "the ball is in your court" doesn't help. Where do I begin...